Actually this is the moment that I looked forward to, after nearly two years of nursing aqila, sometimes i feel tired, bored, and really want to be free. *so sorry to say that :D
But behind the sense of it all, I was given an extraordinary gift from God,
what does not, I could and managed to provide breast milk for my little girl.
Aqila got his right of breast milk exclusively during the first 6 months of her life.
Passing through the initial difficult period when breastfeeding,
At that time,
Aqila adapt to drink breast milk and I tried to give it.
The milk that comes out not so much but which I feel is how my breasts swell and my body was feverish because of swelling.
It was a painful moment. Surelly!
I was just crying and holding this incredible pain.
Moreover, the fact that I got is a high aqila bilirubbin. Dangg!!! :,(
It took time for me to be strong to face it all. And it took time for us to get out from the hospital..
I believe in myself, definitely get through it all with the best. Alhamdulillah, thanks allah, we can get through it all. :)
Aqila and I started to enjoy all this..
When aqila's sick, I'm trying desperately to give breast milk more frequently,
is not easy, i think..
sometimes, she bit my nipple. oh my God! speechless
at other times, she didn't just drink but (hmm,what's the phrase?) only hanging in my breast.. hahaha
but, i kept try to give it for my little pampered princess.. *kiss*
*(Anyone know that breast milk is the best)*
day after day, i enjoy it all..... until today :)
ah, time flies so fast...
guys, wish me luck to weaning with love..
because, until this day, she didn't want to wean...
i wish, we can pass it. we can do it. we can found the ways to weaning with love.